Told to get over you

Today she shot a bullet and ripped a hole through my heart,
It seems I am nothing but a ripple in an ocean when it's dark,
My life it seems does not even make your hair move,
All the words spoken are cutting through my emotions,
I had thought I would never cry again but now who is to blame,
My mornings are ugly and my nights are hollow,
My love has been insulted and I have been banished and sold,
I was told I am running an empty mile and I would fall and die,
I was asked to forget you and never look back at your soul,
But you have no trouble twisting and throwing my heart on the floor,
Trampling over me like dirt or scowling at me like I did a sin,
What was my fault but to have loved and accepted you when you came to kiss me,
Should I have jerked you off and controlled and rest forever in waters untold,
Is it my fault I expected just some love from you,
To be caressed and held up close like I held you,
Was it a sin to have thought you would care like I cared for you those sleepless nights,
You say your patience has ended,
What a short patience that ended in my defeat,
All those wallows and wallows of great depth,
My grief has lost it's bottom it's running so deep,
And yet I still love you, oh foolish me,
Why I still love you, you shall indeed be the death of me.