tired and wept

The world has come to a new revolution everybody searching for a solution,

The mind is a big puzzle game you win what you had aimed,

The sight is plain and tight but with truth it’s a fright,

I tried so hard to carry my emotions but they just cause commotion,

The waters are heavy the rain is pouring the sea has no one but me to carry,

I have taken out a shovel I shall dig my own grave for what I behaved,

The try is with full force and deeper I go until I hit the shallow cave,

I have fallen in the ditch just as I tried to look behind,

Missed my step in front was so lost in the past find,

Slipping into the bottom I am filled with dirt and leaves,

As I look up I see how the world peeks,

A giant hole engulfs me and the branches tie me,

They squeeze me they try me,

What am I to vomit now? What unspoken truth?

I am slapped I am punched why I have no hunch,

What is it that I did why is it I still live?

They leave me dried and half dead,

I have fallen into a rose bed,

My blood is dried and so is my throat,

I think it is for the days I cried,

The hunger pangs me through my stomach,

My veins clash for blood nothing left much,

With the last breath I see someone walking to me,

I am drenched in salt and water I see fruits floating beside me,

They force it in my gut for I can't chew or cut,

A sudden shot awakens me and I wake up to a dune,

There is no one beside me no one has even tied me,

The waves hit my feet and I have nothing more to keep,

I slumber myself up no longer able to sleep,

What a dreadful situation quite opposite to my desire,

I am still lost in the gullies with my lungs still on fire,

Another step forces me to the ground and I pound my heartbeat,

It feels like I have reached no heaven still my life seems to beep,

If I go now forever if I am never to return,

Do I have anything I can joy with or is it an empty tree,

The leaves are dried a season gone,

I search still for where I belong.