I don’t dream about you

Can no one hear me? I am screaming for help,

Does no one see my wounds or am I not here?

Have I died and wander earth among mortals?

Or maybe this death is just surreal,

But this pain feels so real and tears do wet my cheeks,

My quest to have you by my side has pushed you so far away,

Its like a distant memory lived several lifetimes ago,

Maybe my despair is yours and my grief is what you feel,

For I had surely decided to leave you in peace,

Give you the room you wanted and fresh air to breathe,

Yet I feel imprisoned in my own sadness,

I don’t dream about you, 

I have no thoughts to compare or no moments to relive,

Just this aching heart that feels nibbled piece by piece,

Falling into endless darkness,

A hollow hole,

I scrape for the light,

Someone please give me wings,

I am helpless,

But not hopeless,

Because I am in love with you.