Hopeless love

 This emptiness never leaves me,

All the things running in my head in a loop,

I know I did nothing wrong yet I feel guilty,

High price I feel I paid for loving you,

Even though I asked for nothing in return,

I did secretly wish I was a part of your life,

But you moved on like the changing season,

And these rustling leaves slowly erase me out of your life,

Patiently I am going numb,

In the process of forgetting you I am forgetting my emotions,

A hollowness engulfs my heart,

An impending death awaits my existence,

A soul crushing under your dreams where I had no part to play,

They say I need to heal,

I scrape on to save this rotten heart,

It feels like an untimely demise,

And the tears are no longer falling,

I look up into the night,

Wondering if a flashing comet might give me a surprise.