Sitting in the dark...

I am all alone today, I am usually always alone at night but tonight it's all silent, the only sound resonating into my ears is the ticking clock, it's late time to sleep but a far fetched idea a dream to be some thing we wish for and want in life has made this sleep run away.....what is to become of me in this nothingness of desires, years ago I had no job and I was happy now I'm never happy, echoing words are the shadows telling me it's time....time to sleep and time to wake up..