today without a tomorrow

I have been looted scorned and left for dead,

A silence prevails before I can feel my wretched state,

The blood trickles on through to the neck and freezes,

It’s like a graph of lavas erupting out to disrupt me,

My head is dizzy as I gaze to understand where I am,

The earth moves in circles and the sky seems to multiply,

The courage that had brought me here lies miserably on the floor,

I lay flat on my back as the morning dew makes its way to drop on my wounds,

There is nothing left in me to fight for I feel like I have no will,

It seems like my whole body has been chopped and sewed back together as my muscles sore,

I sigh and close my eyes to get the last glimpse of the sin I had so wanted to commit,

The picture was beautiful and attractive it glued me and never let me go,

The film interwoven in my head my dreams of the thoughts I had gathered with us together,

Seems now that has been burnt under the fire of expectations of the world,

I smile as I wonder how foolish of me to squander on the fulfilment of my goals,

The shredded pieces of my clothes tell yet another story of their own,

The wretched soul of an unforgiven being for I have been cursed,

Crumbling all hopes of any tomorrow those have now been long forgotten

Into the aftermath of the bloodshed of my emotions,

Crawling on to the screams of the unforetold,

Grabbing into my heart pulling it apart,

Yet again,

I have been silenced.