love Odyssey

its been 8 months now, 8 months of total failure, 8 months of total loss, when my world changed, something died in me, its still barren its still lost, it has not been regained, my conscience is haunted by the after thought of all the emotions, I stay in this world of unreality, eyes blink lips move, but all I hear are silent voices of my name, singing into the distant memories, the love the warmth the stolen gift of my fate, I stare and stay as focused as I can appear but my mind travels to thousand places revisited to all the times I held dear, the smile the fun the love we shared, what is under me are a dozen broken roses and dried up feelings shed by heart's tears, the note I wrote you bleeds of dull air and faded ink.............