Fake Love

 My heart is again broken, falling in too deep in the ocean, several miles I swam to get a glimpse of you, but the stories you told were never true, standing here in this black rain, I have no one but myself to blame, 

What do I do when I think of you here in my arms, its an empty smile that follows these emotions, I had thought I had found the one, It was nothing but a loaded gun, and you say you care yet I know its me bare, hollow and echoed like a sad song,

There is a storm outside like the one inside me, I feel I have been swept away into the marshes, thrown and discarded, and like the puzzle pieces that were left unsolved, the depth of my feelings are left unresolved, the eyes initially had tears but now all I have are dried up emotions hung on my cheeks, but only thing falling is my pride,

While in this deep dark place nothing is what it seems,  something weird has taken over me, I feel I am not myself, cut within like an open wound, the memories play on repeat, and I feel I have nothing more to lose.